The last month has truly been a disaster. I am truly to blame for how desensitized I am to my spending. I’ve burnt through $5,000 in Barcelona and Budapest, and have $100 left. My mom has cut me off and I have my flight already, luckily, but won’t be able to do anything these last 3 days in Budapest. I really wish I had some sort of solution to gain self control, but when I have money I just light it on fire. This is awful. Fml. As every poker player said about themselves or someone they knew at one point in their career.
Degens gonna degen