Orbital by Sherif Vuich with reading via youtube 🙂
You’re right. You will likely never see me again. Don’t cry.
This physical world is fleeting, but although I will never be
part of yours, I will always exist as a part of you, a reminder
of what I accessed within you. Every time a rain drop splashes
on your head. Every time a gentle breeze caresses your swollen
cheeks. Every time you feel the slender silky curves of a beautiful
woman’s waist and the taste of those lips. I will be here. I’m no
longer a person you can see anymore. My memory haunts you,
but my gift to you is eternal, and will never leave you. In a parallel
universe, unmanifested, and waiting for your departure, you will find
me and you will be given another simulation with different variations.
Infinite stars await and will guide you to your own light, no matter how
stubborn you remain in your unperturbed orbital. Stuck in circles making
the same mistakes and wondering why nothing has changed, you will
inevitably learn and be granted permission to leave. Each moment spent
away from me is a moment you spent obsessing over ‘me.’ Missing out
on we in different forms. You may fail time and time again, stuck revolving
around others instead of revolving around yourself, not ascending, but
oscillating in self-induced sea sickness, but go to her. She will help you
feel me again– a medium. Real-eyes that we are the same person– She,
you, and I. You choose to have this conversation with me because you haven’t
felt my presence strong enough in her, anyone else, and even yourself, but
neither of us will ever waver as each guide’s presence becomes more and more
difficult to for-get. Our scent, our laughs, our stories, our interests, our gift to you,
will be wrapped conveniently around your heart, so open your eyes, feel
the beat I reminded you of, and don’t let your mind get the best of you
with her like you allowed it to with me. Do not for-get me, but for-give
yourself. Make right each day with or without us both, because I will
be here for-giving you every step away until we meet again one day.
Irregardless or mine, her’s, or anyone else’s assistance, you choose how long
you stay in your orbital. In-joy this orbit, because it won’t be long until
you’re onto your next.