He sat there sipping some Glenfiddich 26. It was normal for him to start drinking towards the end of his nights at work before driving home to his wife and daughter in Pasadena. It wasn't a very pleasant day. Searching for some sort of hole in the discovery. How was he supposed to get this … Continue reading Locked Away (3/4)
Aimed Identification Pivoting in despair Inconsistent breaths Capillary catacombs Another sludge bath beneath Sniping himself Oasis’ perpetual illusion As worlds are obliterated Nuked Consciousness Misconstrued capacity Waiting for the scope The rusty guillotine Remains frozen Trigger clutched Image taken from Google Images
**To my close followers, you know who you are, this is really long, but I hope you end up reading, not skimming, but reading this.** https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJFvItrmoDY **Names in *..* have been changed to protect people's privacies.** Sherif: I genuinely hate everything about life right now. I am so fucking depressed!! Pharaoh: Why is that? It … Continue reading Conversation with Myself Part 5– Can I love myself?
Flopping about In the sarcophagus A fish out of breath Unable to conceive How fragments shatter Divided Like fornicating cells In the futile fortress Blankets wrapped tight Yet susceptible To the phalanx Of Cobras Biting At my heart Restless, Encumbered sleep Through toxicity Of your ripe mangoes Those silky spread pillars In the air … Continue reading Encumbered
Neck firm in place Waiting in hell for heaven Guillotine above No knocks on wood Not yet, Granted permission Squirming in space Laps around the maze Seemingly suffocating Gasping for air Far from the center Nowhere always arrived An ungraspable identity clasped At each destination strung Rung after rung Sliding down endlessly Fictional or manifested … Continue reading Exile
Endless queue lengthens Affiliation followed Desire-- decaying Someday never arriving Eternity realized Featured Image Second image
Accustomed to perpetual deja vu The room dark and her cheeks always blue Cauldron boiling as resentment ensues Managing to remain unchanged in view Runways on the ceiling covered by dark Sunken and sulking missing the mark Only an instant-- a flicker-- a spark Eyes closed, opened eye to silence her bark Fangs puncturing the … Continue reading Regret
Trampled, broken, bruised Stuck between white and black hues Attempting to muse Asynchronous flow Feebly swirling the undertow Drowning in sorrow Hypothermia Shivering to convulsions Seizures inside sew Seems seamless and fine Scars and gashes but no sign No longer aligned Image taken from: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/574701602418505385/
Last Sunday before I went to Kata Beach, I watched the first episode of 13 Reasons Why. It immediately made me depressed and to reminisce on high school, which was the beginning seven or eight years of battling through depression, four suicide attempts, and what I now come to real-eyes as the journey through myself. I've … Continue reading 13 Reasons Why– There Is A Happy Ending
